Azelma wrote:
I realized this the other day - if God is all powerful and he just let's all this bad shit happen in his name, then he's really just an asshole. He could set the record straight, he could fix world hunger, he could fix all these things....
So either he doesn't exist, or he does and is a complete fucking cunt.
Either way, I hope the world does end this Saturday so I can tell him so myself before he sends me to hell because I didn't go to Church enough.
Your realization is neither amazing nor original. Tell the voice that caused it to pop into your head I said hello.
If you observe it as a long story, you'll understand that there's a flow and general storyline, it's not just about you. You want to blame God for it, but freedom of choice is what Humanity was granted, and the Seraphim were not. This was the cause of the fall, jealousy. So then, your choices are tested in a mocking manner, meaning if you're going to have free choice, someone's going to try to influence you.
Case in point, coming to the realization that you need to blame God instead of the free will of those around you for the shit you're in.
If it's all supposed to "end" and be "redone", why would you expect to have a cushy time now? When those people who do bad things in God's name move on, do you expect them to be welcomed with open arms? You're wise enough to know that isn't the case.