Azelma wrote:
I'm not sure how to stop viewing life, people, society, love, government, etc... so pessimistically.
I really think we're all fucked and there's no point in trying. Why even argue about politics when we're fucked no matter who's running the show?
I make good money, and try when I'm at work, but I still feel empty. Like I'm not doing anything right. I go home, watch TV, read, play video games, and basically wait to die.
Really, I'm wondering what's the point. We all die anyway, and no one will remember us. That's all the human condition is...everyone just wants to be remembered, but the chances are so slim it's pointless.
The world is a shit hole. People are starving every day. Assholes beat women and yet still manage to be in relationships, or at least get consistent ass. Really, if Freud was right...how depressing is that? I need to make money and be a certain way, just to attract a woman to bang and possibly procreate with? What a meaningless existence. I no longer believe love is possible for me...I've simply failed too much (insert bus joke here). Really, it's pointless to try any more.
We're all utterly alone. Nothing will come of this.
Don't worry, I'm not suicidal...I'm just bored and disinterested. If I got hit by a truck tomorrow, nothing would change. Why the fuck are we even here? It was just luck, random circumstance, that allowed me to be born into a developed nation and with various opportunities. I could have just as easily been born in Somalia and had a terrible life.
Humans get fucked by randomness...it's so unfair and makes everything such a waste.
what you need:
magic mushrooms
women