Malodorous Moron Joined: Fri Oct 29, 2010 7:54 pm Posts: 597 Location: Ft. Lauderdale, FL
Mns wrote:
The instant Dagery endorses something, you know its a bad idea.
Not necessarily. I'm much more reasonable in real life than I am on the Internet, or at least on WoW forums. But fuck, fifty bucks to drink something that I know will only make me mildly sick for a few hours? Like I said, it was entirely worth it.
Dvergar is correct - I was having an episode of severe depression (actually I'm much more depressed, all the time, than most people, irl or fubu, realize) due to a current crisis in my life. I wanted to die. But, thinking about it more, this crisis is winnable.
But I'd like to thank Usd and Eturnal for cheering me up. I have good reasons to continue living. I shouldn't be totally depressed at people who are jovial in our current fools' paradise while I have zero debt and superior cunning.
Just to keep going with this a bit - out of curiosity, and a desire to avoid being impulsive - I think I'll start eating and drinking tomorrow morning. Three days without food or water is a good lark, and I know how peevy people healthier than me get on Yom Kippur.
I need to start writing a scholarly book. To get my radical ideas out there.
So two days ago I woke up with terrible discomfort in my urethra. I had an uncontrollable urge to urinate, but was unable to do so. At first I was worried I had an STD, but that seemed to me dubious. Eventually, it turned out, I was simply suffering the cumulative effects of serial dehydration. I've been going without food and water for 2-3 days here and there, just for kicks.
For me, the trip is that I enjoy having such self-mastery, such supremacy of mind over body. I don't binge, either - in general I eat small portions of high-quality fresh food such as bread, pasta, fruit, veggies and cheese. I'm not a health food freak, but I do believe in a wholesome diet.
You might think the pain I was having in my groin makes me feel stupid or remorseful. Not at all. I see it as just another life experience. It's something else to be familiar with.
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