Azelma wrote:
Again I forget that you've never had real life interactions with people.
Never? Hardly true, but you're making a point of insulting me - why?
Azelma wrote:
Friends, even pseudo friends, poke fun at each other (see: Azelma bus threads).
There's a bunch of other people on FUBU. Why me?
Poking fun - implies, again, witty. Like mocking a person about having a bald spot or something.
Azelma wrote:
Why do I even try

It's a valid question. Why do you try?
What I'm seeing here is that you're small and weak. You are small in that you care far too much about what others think of you, and you're weak in that you are unable to change the qualities in yourself that give rise to the perceptions that you don't like.
So, being small and weak, and unable to overcome either quality, you do what small and weak people do, which is act petty and butthurt and pretend you're not.