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I'm single. We were together for 5.5 years.

I feel terrible beyond description. We're both committed to acting in our kids best interest, though..as much as possible.

I want to mend our relationship. She doesn't. Neither of us is a saint. I feel stupid. I feel heartbroken. I feel empty and hollow and numb.

Today was the first I'd eaten since Wed morning at 11 am. I drank 5 glasses of water only because someone on Facebook told me to and reminded me.

I am going to make every effort to fix myself and become a better person. I don't know where to start. Just really glad to have people in my life that care about me, family, friends and even my fubu turbonerds.

Brawlsack

Taking an extended hiatus from gaming

god damn

Good luck with your repair.

All my armor is red as fuck.

Brawlsack

Taking an extended hiatus from gaming

;[

If destruction exists, we must destroy everything.
Shuruppak Yuratuhl
Slaad Shrpk Breizh

Is this song cheesy/gay enough for this moment?

That's very sad.

What set her off?

Aestu of Bleeding Hollow...

Nihilism is a copout.

I can't put everything to words. I'm not the easiest person to get along with ever, and neither is she. I don't want to badmouth her. She's amazing in so many ways, and I tried my best to be the best boyfriend and father I could. I will never stop being a father for my children. I'm fortunate that she knows that is important for everyone involved. I'm brokenhearted beyond belief, but I am going to do what's necessary to put my children above all else.

I'm just trying to process it all. We've been falling apart for a long time now, and neither of us can keep doing this. Five and a half years. Good fucking grief.


The worst is when we were in love, and I feel like everyone called this. I feel stupid for thinking otherwise. I feel irresponsible. I feel like everyone was right, that we were too young and too stupid to be successful. All I can do is learn from this, all you guys can do is learn from this as well. I have an incredibly hard road ahead of me.

Brawlsack

Taking an extended hiatus from gaming

her saying she recognizes the need for the childrens father to be in their lives puts her head and shoulders above most of the women I know.

that probably makes it harder for you. =(

It's a double edged sword.

Brawlsack

Taking an extended hiatus from gaming

I'm so sorry.

If you ever just need to talk/vent, you know my number. I'm told I'm a good listener.

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My cousin just got kicked out of his house because his wife just decided she was no longer in love.

Must be going around.

I really do feel stupid. I can recall people from various points of my life laughing at us, so sure the relationship would fail.

Brawlsack

Taking an extended hiatus from gaming

I feel like 'Ghost of a Good Thing' was written for exactly what is going through my mind right now. Though I hate to publicly acknowledge that I have Dashboard Confessional on my iPod.

Brawlsack

Taking an extended hiatus from gaming

if watching Louie has taught me anything, it's that your children are the single greatest achievement you can get in this life. hold onto that spark. my fiancee of 3 years just ended things with me too.

thatfeelbro.