Aestu wrote:
Are you still attending UC? What was your field of study / degree progress again?
I'm not attending UC anymore, I'm working full-time at a country club (I moved back home due to my dad's failing health) until about January or so, when they close down for a month and then I'm gonna go to culinary school back in cinci with all of my friends. One of the perks of working in the food industry is that there's lots of attractive 20-somethings (I'm 23, btw) that I get to hit on on a regular basis.
Also, update: I call her and pour my heart out about how I really want to make this work but I feel that I'm not taking nearly as much as I'm giving and how pissed off I was about last night. She starts yelling at me about a bunch of shit, mostly about how I didn't bring this up last night and get into a yelling match with her (something I told her I'd never do, I don't believe that you should holler and throw stuff at people you care about) at 1 in the morning, even though she asks me to stay really quiet because of her neighbors and then she started yammering on about how she was really pissed she didn't get any sleep last night (which sure as shit wouldn't have happened if we argued last night). Then she also starts talking about how she already has friends (back in Montana) and she doesn't need mine, because she was pissed that I took her on a double date with one of my best buddies from high school. Right now, her only friends out here are me and her parents. I basically dropped the conversation there and went inside to celebrate my brother's birthday.
I'm going to see how I feel in the morning about her, but as of right now I'm done. I wanted to have a reasonable conversation and then she instantly turns it on me and then yells at me for not being rational since I refused to punch a wall or some insane shit and get the cops called on us. I always knew she was crazy pussy, but I thought that she might've grown up or some shit. She can have fun being out in the middle of nowhere alone, because I'm done with constantly devoting what little scraps of free time I have to someone who obviously doesn't feel the same way about me.
EDIT: I'm also waiting for tomorrow because the Mayonaise Hate Machine is winding back up. I'm really hoping she was just tired tonight and she apologizes before I go ape shit on her for trying to make me choose between a relationship of almost 3 months and friendships I've had since the 5th grade, because that's a totally great bomb to drop on someone after they tell you that they're getting completely frustrated with their relationship with you.