Aestu wrote:
If you have this and that going for you, why can't you capitalize on it in some way? And now that you're gone, isn't it going to get done anyway?
You are indeed correct that no one is irreplaceable, and that someone is going to do w/e it is anyway. Are they going to do it as well? Not that it matters to me, at this point.
It's hard to capitalize on what I have in this area, especially in this economy, because there isn't much available unless I'm willing to make a 3 hour round trip every day. I'm not...you could rightfully declare that a sense of entitlement, because most of the other people I could look on as professional peers that live in this area do exactly that.
I'm only here to be near my son. I decided today that as often as I see him, I could just as well live elsewhere and still see him as often. I took today off because I'm honestly not in the proper frame of mind to be in a professional environment, especially when that environment is inherently dangerous in and of itself and it would be worse if I'm distracted by this. I also took today off to start looking elsewhere for work. I think I'd like to move back to Florida, or if nothing else move to Raleigh and live near my life-long best friend...and Rikki, too.
Or maybe I'll move to Mass and find a job that lets me annoy the piss out of college students somehow...HA HA!!! J/K. Massachusetts sucks donkey balls.
And I take back what I said about you having no friends, because I honestly think of you as one, now that I think about it. I enjoy us pissing at each other across the interwebs. I think we'll be really good friends after you get out of college and get a full-time job and realize "OMG HE WAS RIGHT!!! I'M SURROUNDED BY RETARDS!!!." You'd be surprised how much your world-view changes between high-school/college and "Fuck This Job."
Your Pal,
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