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Someone made some interesting points about me today.
This in turn lead me to do a google search on my quirks and whatnot to find out if I may be suffering from some sort of disorder or what not.
In our searches, a friend and I discovered this:

http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/publicat ... ndex.shtml

And I'll be honest. It does a pretty good job of summing me up.
This is by no means a "Luci needs sympathy thread". I'm just curious about the people I share a board with and wanna know if anyone has any inspiring stories or wants to grow a little closer to Luci <3.

Now that being said: Fuck doctors. Fuck pills. Fuck therapy. If I do indeed have this and other disorders, I do just fucking fine and I don't need anyone's help dealing/overcoming. Fuck off don't tell me how to live my life.

EDIT: inb4

i used to be a psych nurse and those things make people think they have a "disorder". adults are simply messes of complexes, lots of stuff is wrong with us. doesn't necessarily mean you have a disorder and need medication.

oh snap, i got da aids

I have ADD.

The last time I went on medication, I got fired for being aggressive.

So I don't take medi-what's that over there?

The problem with disorders is... They are only to be diagnosed when you are on the extremes of the behavior. Everyone is a little OCD/Narcissistic/etc.. but when you take it way OVER or way UNDER what the normal is, then it becomes a disorder

I am very impatient with stupid people.


I don't believe this to be a disorder, I think that anyone who is patient with stupid people has a disorder.

has ADD/ADHD either both or one of them, do not recall or care, considering however that this was diagnosed by a shrink i'll take to it.

Also, Luci you don't have that shit....you're becoming one of those medicondriac people who have vague symptoms and think that using the symptoms:

Coughing
Sneezing
Blood-shot Eyes
Acid for Blood

that according to the internet this means that they are a homosexual on one site or on another states that they could be from a different planet.

We're all fucked up in one way or another, I'm annoying, and you're looking for answers while only knowing vague information. If you wanna find out what you have, don't go looking for it and let it find you and it'll just hit you in the face (like one of those big black dicks in the prono movies) and you'll realize that "Hey, i'm fucked up, but so is everyone else, so let's just all be fucked up together"

Engi-nerd

To quote the great Dr. Gregory House: "People interest me. Conversations don't."

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Usually when I worry that I may some sort of sociopath just waiting for the trigger that sets me off and sends me on a three-state rampage, something happens that makes me feel bad for someone else. That's how I know that deep down in the soulless black pit of my heart there is some hope for me.

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Jubber

AKA "The Gun"
AKA "ROFeraL"

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I have road-rage and DK-rage.

If destruction exists, we must destroy everything.
Shuruppak Yuratuhl
Slaad Shrpk Breizh

I have a really short fuse. Like insanely short. If something is happening which i don't want to happen, if it doesn't stop within seconds, i get really pissed off and want to kill something.

So i tend to try and leave the room or whatever.

If it's a smell in the air, i'm pretty much fucked and have to try and stay calm and find fresh air or something.

Stupid Dislaimer: I despise 'hiding' behind illnesses and diagnosis'. I always strive to retain accountability for my actions and decisions without pointing to the 'MAH ILLNESS MADE ME DO IT' bullshit. I am a firm believer in this.


That said...

Bipolar disorder here, is the official diagnosis. Originally it was ADHD / Depression, but bipolar disorder is essentially a combination of the two disorders' symptoms.

I take various shit for it.


You can be like DISORDERS??? LOL NAAAHHHH but the facts remain that not everyone throws knockout punches for the same reasons, or have 'car accidents' involving shovels through the windshield, etc...

Some call it a short fuse, bad temper, whatever. I am a believer in the medical necessity of certain medicinal treatments for certain people and behaviors.

However, I know that the pharmaceutical industry is incredibly corrupt and I wish them all to get AIDS and die in a chemical fire.

So I take my medication, am court ordered (don't ask) to attend therapy and anger management and otherwise do my best to control my temper.


I also have shitty hearing IRL. Born with it, it's degenerative. So basically every few years I get tested, I have less and less hearing. Makes raiding a pain in the ass sometimes, but I find that if I research the fights thoroughly to the point of knowing every aspect, it's not a problem mid-fight...though I miss the banter and bullshit that others enjoy during trash :[


If anyone is interested in becoming more knowledgeable I'd be happy to chat about mental illness and possibly share my experiences and thoughts. You can reach me via AIM if you are seriously interested.



https://health.google.com/health/ref/Bipolar+disorder
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bipolar_disorder
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/b ... ndex.shtml


TL;DR: I'm a crazy axe murderer cause hollywood would have one believe this.

Brawlsack

Taking an extended hiatus from gaming

I have some weird problem with peeling stuff. I first noticed it when I worked at the Home Depot during college. They asked me to work behind the paint counter and while I was back there, I peeled every paint drip off the counter, cans and whatever else I could get my finger underneath. There were nights I found myself painting the counter with latex paint just so I could peel it up. It's not only paint, either. Any sticker I see I peel at. I peel my cuticles back. I love peeling off skin after a sunburn. I peel bottle labels off bottles. I like peeling back the layers of cardboard. Corned beef and stringed cheese make me excited...

I dunno if its a condition but it doesn't really bother me. Makes it hard to stop biting my nails though. D:

Actually sounds like a form of obsessive compulsive disorder. Doesn't mean something is wrong it is almost like a pet peeve.

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