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sometimes on this military base that i live on, i text one of my friends without a car and say hey bro wanna go to the grocery store with me?

and he'll go yeah man

and then i'll text back about 10 mins later, sry bro gonna take a shower instead

and then he has to walk 2 miles in any direction to get any kind of food

i usually lol for a few mins

edit: n by minutes i mean a few seconds

I don't, but then again I don't truly understand what drives most people's anger. I think anger is stupid.

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As I come to grips with the fact that I am smart and not a complete idiot...I'm finding that stupid people are becoming more and more frustrating to the point that it makes me mad. Is this healthy? pls halp!

Also it sounds to me like Aestu is going emo, maybe he is dealing with a similar problem!


p.s. Aestu, you should just go work at McDonalds, throw them all for a loop. It's what I'd do.

see, aestu guy, you should be a lot happier.

if i had written something that long, no one would have read it, and there would have been at least 30 times more orphans choking on moose puke.

i remember you, finally. you were on your paladin doing grizzly hills dailies and i swooped down with my fagknight to gentleman-kill people by typing /challenge first. you agreed, sat down and drank, buffed, and then actually fought me before you inevitably died. way to stick it to the man.

wow so cruel

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Why on earth would this anger you? Because he complimented you? Or because you didn't think he had it in him to compliment you based on your own prejudices/judgments of him?



You say this surprised you. Does that mean you feel you are evil? If so, why?




You seem to have a high opinion of your father, I say this because you thought to bring up your father and his 'strength' to this Persian woman.



For someone who dwells on the fact that he is not satisfied with most human interaction, why seem the attention from those you look down on?

I am not trying to judge you in anyway, I ask the questions simply because you are puzzling in so many ways. I want to see what makes the 'wheels turn' so to speak.

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dont cut up money, its rude. give it to that musician.

i think this is all storytelling because of my 100% belief that aestu is a character that this poster has created, but its pretty decent storytelling. i also think you should pee in the persian's butt.

I don't like Mayonnaise. I think he's a complete asshole and the worst possible moderator for these forums. I'm allowed to say this because nothing is censored here.

Because I am often praised and it frustrates me when contrasted with the fruitlessness of my efforts and how I am so often at odds with my peers.



I wasn't expecting her to be so shrewd or insightful. I think that to be a good person you must recognize and embrace the evil within you. The opposite is to be arrogantly self-righteous.



You take the good with the bad. The scales are heavily weighted on both sides. That's not nearly so much the case with most people. Hence "True Mortal".



This corroborates with their general behavior of not understanding the realities of my life. It's part of a much larger chain of events.



Isn't that what this story is about?



Because - separate from the insult - it is not a pretty thing to rob a man of his dignity by overpowering him. It's like kicking a dog.



I don't mind, quite the opposite. I think my answer would have to be that it is frustrating that others often seem to only see limited, conflicting portions of a much larger picture, whether people who praise me to high heaven or people convinced I'm a snake egg. The truth is both and neither.

Aestu of Bleeding Hollow...

Nihilism is a copout.

So in essence you are pissed at the world because people praise you when you feel like you are doing nothing?

So you feel like you shouldn't be praised. Well perception is both ways, while you feel like you aren't doing much. That musician you gave money to may consider you a saint by that one act.



To see the evil within is not the same as embracing or wallowing in it. You seem to let your perception of the evil within you consume you. It is evident in most of your posts.



I won't claim to know what happened to you in life. But I am sure you are aware of the saying "Don't bite the hand that feeds you." If your greater purpose in life is to succeed or better yourself and they are providing the bridge are they not in a sense getting that understanding? They contribute whether they believe or not, which means they have enough faith in you to let you decide your own fate.

I can't tell if you see it as pity money or not, and that is why you resorted to cutting up the money (which surprised me of you) you generally aren't a very rash or childlike. Yet that act shows that in your anger you flee back to impulses that are childish in this case.

Almost as a spoiled boy who would break the birthday present he didn't want because he didn't get his way.




If it was, then the story fails miserably. You didn't put your judgments aside, quite the contrary, they were instead proven wrong. To put them aside would be to not judge at all.

For someone like you the task will be almost impossible, you are very reflective, must always have the 'truth' or what you see as the truth. Otherwise you write it off as someone being stupid, or so it seems.



In a sense you did rob him of his dignity. Why? Maybe because society teaches you that obesity is unacceptable, well in a time so was homosexuality, guys with long hair so on and so forth. That isn't really the perfect comparison but your actions show that you were intentionally mean for what I would consider no reason. Had he been chewing in your ear and he not stopped after you asked him that would be one thing. But you instead insulted him for what? Because you thought it was a witty comment or the Aestu in you would help him?

You can't help the world if you hate it yourself. Remember that and you might actually turn things around for yourself.



I don't think one way or the other, it isn't my right to judge or to think myself any better than another. I am me, I provide for my family and I try to be the best husband/father/brother/son/friend w.e anyone may see me as to make my life and others as enjoyable as possible.

You speak of a larger picture, your indecisiveness only leads me to believe you yourself don't see the larger picture. Again that is not said with malice, if your 'bigger' picture consists of BP's oil spill it is not very big at all even if it does touch thousands or millions of lives.

The world is a big place, a man/woman can do as little or as much as they want based on their own determination. I firmly believe that. If you want to make the world better and you have the will/drive I hope that you succeed. I think you need to figure out a plan of attack before setting out though.

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My parents do what they do because it is in their nature to do it, not out of a heartfelt desire to do what is best for me. This has been made very clear by their negligence and stubborn refusal to even try on many occasions. I see them supporting me as a sop for serious mistakes they made in the past - and that they continue to make. Of course, I don't even talk to them anymore; I've learned the hard way that whatever may happen for better or worse, keep them in the dark as much as possible.

Hence, "I don't want your worthless and redundant gift, I want you to do your job as parents aside from writing checks."



That's unreal. To judge is human nature. It's not possible or even desirable to not judge. To not judge would be to nihilistically deny that people can have positive or negative qualities, or that they can have diverse life experiences. To claim to not judge is to be consumed by unthinking prejudice.


Because I thought he was disgusting and needed to hear it. Not his being obese but his weakness. Ultimately, yes, I guess helping him was my motive.



This is a significant factor in my frustration. I am thinking more about the future as I finish college. Hence why I want to go to the troubled places to seek a way in the world.

Aestu of Bleeding Hollow...

Nihilism is a copout.

I don't know your life so I only hear one side of it. All I can say here is, Okay.



I said to try not to judge just once, I see your point it is one of the traits I don't like about myself. My instant judging of someone regardless of how much I know of them. When I do that I take that judgment and throw it out. That is not the same as being consumed, it is called opening your eyes. You don't always have to judge, more so judge in a negative manner is what I mean.

Don't assume the worst in people. View the glass as half full not half empty.



But why was he disgusting? Because he was eating a sandwich on the bus? Or because he was large enough to take up more than one seat? If anything you hurt him, your rebuke may have furthered any confidence the man may have had. You never know he could have been on the verge of a nervous breakdown and you pushed him over the edge.

Maybe your comment was the straw that pushed him to go home and shoot himself or jump off a bridge or something. Yes these are extremes but for every action there is a reaction. You think you were helping because you have a warped sense of what should be or what is.





I hope that you do go to 'troubled' places an help, if nothing it might help teach you some humility or the compassion needed to not judge so harshly. Don't go help a cause where money is being thrown around, go help where there are those that can't help themselves.

I am not trying to say the oil spill isn't a worthy cause, I just highly doubt you would be satisfied in doing something like that. You seem to want to witness or be part of something significant or epiphany worthy. As it is perceived with your Alexander the Great reference.

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I Just read what you wrote aestu and heres a thought.

Be nice to people, make them happy(er) and in turn they will be nice and make you happy(er). Instead of willfully pushing people away, take a moment and let them in, maybe you wont be such a loner/sad if you try to be nice. Not saying to say "good job" to idiot types who stand in fire, but if you see some noob struggling with a rotation, or asking you for advice, take a minute and teach him to l2p.

^ Allegory for RL, just thought itd be a better illustration.

Edit: paging dr. kamugh, here is another aestu diagnosis.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_anxiety_disorder

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I thought he was disgusting because he allowed himself to be controlled by his gluttony. I fundamentally enjoy helping people because it makes me feel powerful and superior, but my actual goal in visiting the troubled places isn't to help people, it's to seek adventure and something to do with my life.

And Quadtard, I do that all the time. All the time.

Aestu of Bleeding Hollow...

Nihilism is a copout.

You made the comment before you saw he was controlled by his gluttony.

What you are referring to was the move it seemed he was making towards the container after you had made the comment is it not? The uncontrollable urge to back for the food?

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