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I worry about this far more than you can imagine.

The truth, I think, is that even though it is unpleasant for me to live a life defined by being apart, I have grown accustomed to the life I live, and I couldn't make the adjustment to getting by in life without those things. I'd wind up committing suicide.

Aestu of Bleeding Hollow...

Nihilism is a copout.

I find it unusual that someone as fond of control as you would get angry so readily, regardless of any good reasons for said anger.

I think anger is stupid, and represents a fundamental lack of control. People do silly, uncontrollable things when they're angry.

If destruction exists, we must destroy everything.
Shuruppak Yuratuhl
Slaad Shrpk Breizh

Fundamental to my personality - and my unusual personal magnetism - is powerful intellect coexisting with extremely intense emotion.



I know I did not appear angry at all. When I say I am angry in these stories, I'm talking about cold anger others usually do not perceive.

Anger is as logical as joy. Without emotion nothing in life would have meaning, and positive emotions can only exist in tandem with the opposite.

Aestu of Bleeding Hollow...

Nihilism is a copout.

I have found some entertainment herein, and it reminded of this...


Atoms and Molecules and Bits of Guesswork


All are atoms.
Everything…everyone.
Atoms and molecules and bits of guesswork.
Inconstant clouds of belching dragons that billow into angels.
And so, the guesswork that is me, that forms me
Was once…what? Part of some sludge or a rock or a maggot?
And, if I am of this combination;
If I am sludge and rock and maggot,
Am I to blame if I see the old woman crossing,
And, though she need aid, I help not as the feeble one is crushed
beneath the atoms that form a truck?
Would the sludge have saved her? Or the rock? Or the maggot?
What of the driver of the truck?
Is he of a different concoction?
And did his blend cause the foot of him to search for the brake…
or to nudge the gas?
Yet the bits of me conspire to an odd response
When I consider the event, and my role (or lack of) in it.
Although I am wholly faultless for my make-up,
For the recyclable, flighty slough that would not risk itself,
Still, I suffer a sorry concern and, something else…guilt?
Is it guilt?
Would sludge feel remorse? Or the rock? Or the maggot?
Suddenly, as I look upon the broken old woman,
I rejoice!!!
For if the sludge or the rock or the maggot are incapable of sorrow or guilt,
I am fashioned of finer things!!

Boredalt - 80 Dwarf Priest - Dissension

You never cease to amaze me, Aestu. I don't know why you guys are so accepting of this mockery of life. This guy, Ethan Farber, is a BAD person. he looks down on all of us, intentionally hurts people for a power trip, and tries to upstage those who know more than he ever will with immature wit. Now it's my turn to rant.

1. You owe everything to your parents, regardless of the mistakes they made. Your debt to them will never be paid no matter how godly you think you are. They gave you life, they gave you sustenance, they gave you a roof, they pay for your addictions, they send you cards and money even though you do NOTHING for them. Rather than expect them to do stuff for you, you should be doing everything you can for them. You owe them, not the other way around. Get used to it.

2. Someone is being nice to you, you be nice to them. Common courtesy. Learn it. You say it's human nature to judge? Fuck you, to be human is to care about the way you make others feel. To do otherwise is to be an animal. I am reminded of a certain bird, who lays an egg in some other bird's nest and the poor thing cares for this stranger's young, thinking it is its own. The bird who lays the egg doesn't give a rat's ass about the new slave. Animals. Humans. Caring is what separates us. It's so damn easy, a retard could learn it in a day. Despite all the ways you try to sound smart, you're a gigantic idiot.

3. You need help. Accept this, and go get it. Don't deny it and then try to sound smart with some fancy rebuttal that takes hours to type and countless spell checks. It's getting old, and the only reason we read them is because we have nothing better to do at work. You will not find care here.

Man I hate you so much, Aestu. You are everything bad, and then some. I hope the Persian girl never looks at you again, I hope your professors fail you, I hope your parents cut you off, I hope the obese bus man beats you senseless, I hope the musician spits on you, and I hope you lose all of your 146 mounts (pathetic that this one is probably the one that widens your sickening eyes).

I'm simply stating what everyone is thinking, but is being nice about it to someone they fear will commit suicide or for some other reason. I will not stand by and watch this silently. How does it feel to know that if you committed suicide, the only reason we would care is because we would have nothing to read when we're bored? Aestu needs to learn his place, not teach others their's.

[✔] [item]Thunderfury, Blessed Blade of the Windseeker[/item] (Three)
[✔] [item]Sulfuras, Hand of Ragnaros[/item] (Two)
[✔] [item]32837[/item] & [item]32838[/item]
[✔] [item]Thori'dal, the Stars' Fury[/item]
[✔] [item]46017[/item]
[✔] [item]49623[/item] (Two)
[✔] [item]71086[/item]

baby steps baby steps grand canyon.

loooooooooooooooooooooooooool

Aestu of Bleeding Hollow...

Nihilism is a copout.

Yes! No mindless wit!

[✔] [item]Thunderfury, Blessed Blade of the Windseeker[/item] (Three)
[✔] [item]Sulfuras, Hand of Ragnaros[/item] (Two)
[✔] [item]32837[/item] & [item]32838[/item]
[✔] [item]Thori'dal, the Stars' Fury[/item]
[✔] [item]46017[/item]
[✔] [item]49623[/item] (Two)
[✔] [item]71086[/item]

so what you're saying is that you haven't taken that first step to recovery.

The only things you need to know when it comes to business and raiding with Aestu:

1. Usually a mount is involved
2. Usually funtimes is involved
3. DO NOT be the factor in between Aestu and his mount

Just don't.

http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=100001368994716&ref=search

Could that be Aestu?

9 level 90s and 10 85s, Damn I need another hobby.

I just saw the Jerk for the first time last week actually. Steve Martin is an absolute genius.

RETIRED.
[armory loc="US,Bleeding Hollow"]Mayonaise[/armory]
[armory loc="US,Bleeding Hollow"]Jerkonaise[/armory]

Good now maybe more than 2 people will understand my random references to kitten juggling.

Akiina - Priest - Royal Militia
Leeloo Minai Lekarariba-Laminai-Tchai Ekbat De Sebat

There's no worse feeling than that millisecond you're sure you are going to die after leaning your chair back a little too far.