When my Grandma died I held it together for about a week from the time I found out, then while her body was transported to Pennsylvania from TX for burial..then at the funeral itself.
I was trying to stay strong and appear confident that it would all be okay for the sake of my young cousins and family members.
As they lowered her casket into the ground and people dropped rose petals in, I basically stared straight forward, unmoving...shaking so hard as tears poured down my face. I don't know if anyone saw or not, but it took every ounce of self restraint I had to not completely fucking lose it and start bawling.
This is the same Grandma I posted about in another thread about how she always had kids cereal and all along I thought it was because she ate it, too..

Now I rly miss my Grandma.
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